Same old stuff

So here I am years removed from my last chemotherapy dosage. I am still dealing with all of the mental issues I care but on what seems like a bigger scale. Effexor seemed to have worked for a while but I stopped using it and recently I have a total mental breakdown and went back 666on it for the first time in nearly a year. I was such a zombie on it that there was no choice but to stop taking it. Not the life anyone wants to live. Im better now though. Just had to work at being better consciously.